The apartment still smelled like him. Not in an obvious way—not like cologne or coffee—but in the way spaces hold memories, lingering in the air long after someone is gone. Mira stood by the window, staring at the city below, her fingers curled around a chipped mug that she hadn’t realized was still his.
She was supposed to be at work. Or at the gym. Or anywhere other than here, drowning in the ghosts of what used to be. But leaving was harder than she thought. Not just the apartment, but the life she’d spent years trying to convince herself was good enough.
Good enough. The phrase sat heavy on her tongue. She had made a home in good enough, built her world around someone who always seemed just out of reach. He was there, but never present. Available, but never truly with her. Mira had held on, gripping the frayed edges of their relationship with the kind of desperation that turns love into survival.
Then, one day, she let go.
It wasn’t dramatic. There was no screaming match, no slamming doors. Just a quiet moment of clarity in a crowded café, where she sat across from him as he checked his phone for the fifth time in ten minutes. She had asked him a question—something simple, something about their weekend plans—but he hadn’t even heard her. And just like that, the weight of every ignored moment, every lonely night, every unanswered question came crashing down on her.
She didn’t want this life.
So she walked away.
The first few weeks were a blur of what-ifs and second-guessing. She almost called him a dozen times, her fingers hovering over his name in her contacts. But each time, she stopped herself. He hadn’t fought for her. Hadn’t asked her to stay. And that, more than anything, told her everything she needed to know.
She started running again—something she had given up when his schedule never allowed for joint workouts. She took a weekend trip to the mountains alone, just to see if she could. She sat in coffee shops with a book, savoring the quiet, letting herself exist without anyone else’s expectations.
And then, one evening, standing in the kitchen of her new apartment, she laughed. Out loud. No reason, no prompting—just a sudden, unexpected burst of joy.
Because she had made it.
She had swung forward, reaching for the next bar, trusting that the fall wouldn’t break her. And maybe she didn’t know exactly where she would land, but for the first time in a long time, she knew she’d be just fine.
Maybe even better than fine.
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