{"id":1358,"date":"2024-05-07T18:32:47","date_gmt":"2024-05-07T18:32:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/?p=1358"},"modified":"2024-05-07T18:33:12","modified_gmt":"2024-05-07T18:33:12","slug":"still-smiling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/still-smiling\/","title":{"rendered":"Still Smiling"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I was always that kid, you know?<br>The one with a grin in every photo,<br>Eyes twinkling like stars caught in a jar,<br>Happy to just be, wherever we are\u2014<br>Mountains, beaches, deep in the green,<br>Loving the world, so vast, so pristine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But life\u2019s not just snapshots and smiles,<br>It&#8217;s also the miles and the trials.<br>Things weren\u2019t all right in those younger days,<br>Pockets of shadows amidst the sun&#8217;s blaze.<br>Burdened, like carrying stones in my shoes,<br>Colors all dimmed in my childhood hues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And there I was, sitting with darker thoughts,<br>Feeling so lost, in tangles and knots.<br>&#8220;Would anyone miss me?&#8221; I\u2019d sadly muse,<br>Feeling so broken, old news.<br>It takes rock bottom to see you need change,<br>To rearrange, to climb out of range.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No, nothing outside needed to fix,<br>It was all internal, a mix<br>Of fear and pain needing to heal,<br>Choosing to change my life&#8217;s reel.<br>A path of joy, of peace to claim,<br>Finding myself, not playing the game.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lessons from childhood, set the tone,<br>But they don\u2019t define the grown<br>Person I am, striving each day<br>To live, to love, in my own way.<br>Wounds are just wounds, they don\u2019t get to say<br>How I walk my path, how I play.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So here I am, turning the page,<br>Growing with every stage.<br>All those memories, all that strife\u2014<br>It\u2019s all just part of life.<br>Grateful for every dip and dive,<br>Because hey, it\u2019s great to be alive.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was always that kid, you know?The one with a grin in every photo,Eyes twinkling like stars caught in a jar,Happy to just be, wherever we are\u2014Mountains, beaches, deep in the green,Loving the world, so vast, so pristine. But life\u2019s not just snapshots and smiles,It&#8217;s also the miles and the trials.Things weren\u2019t all right in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","pgc_sgb_lightbox_settings":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[31],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1358","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-poem","7":"entry"},"featured_image_src":null,"featured_image_src_square":null,"author_info":{"display_name":"vasudha","author_link":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/author\/vasudha\/"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1358"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1358"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1358\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1359,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1358\/revisions\/1359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ideaweb.me\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}